I'm an Avon lady

Lol. My mom always sold Avon and my grandmother before her. Guess I am following in their footsteps because as of today I am officially selling it as well. Now though a representative can sell to anyone anywhere via the Internet. If anyone would like to order or even just browse can view my site at www.youravon.com/deborahkaylor

Bittersweet feelings about holidays

This will be my first Christmas without either of my parents and that makes me very sad. Mom always did Christmas to the max! Tons of decorations, cookies, presents, lights everything. She always made platters of cookies to take to family friends and made wreaths herself as well. I have a million memories. I miss my parents so much it hurts. On the other hand I am excited to have Christmas. My sis is here as well as all hubby's family will be joining us. Plus Jett is old enough this year to enjoy Christmas and open gifts. I'm gonna make a big dinner like mom used to. Doing that on Christmas eve as well as a few presents, hot chocolate and all the good holiday stuff. Now that everything is finally ready is it christmas yet?

WOW!!

Tomorrow is Jett's big first birthday party... so much has happened since my last post. The biggest things being losing my dad in sept, going to SeaWorld for our first family vacation and now my little guy will be 1yr old on sunday!!!

Day 2

Well hubby left yesterday for the Police Academy. Its so quiet here without him. Little man woke up a lot last night too. Yesterday my sister and I took Jett to the lake for a walk and a picnic. It was nice. So today starts day 2. Hubby will be gone for 10 days straight then after that he will come home on weekends. I really hope he does good, I believe he will now he just needs to believe it.

Tomorrow...

One year ago tomorrow I got the worst phone call of my life. The call that my beautiful mother was losing her battle with melanoma. The call that told me that the doctors were saying she needed to make her wishes known. Tomorrow is going to be a mixed emotions day. 3 years ago tomorrow my hubby and I officially started dating. I'm nervous about this month..  I'm afraid I'm going to be emotional so much. Last year on the 5th I flew from Alabama to NY last minute so I could be with My mom, also the 5th is My sister's birthday. We spent a few days at the hospital with mom then went back to her house to get it ready for her to come home and be comfortable in whatever time she had left. About a week later she got her wings and became the Angel everyone always knew she was... this month is going to be a hard one...

So tired

I'm not sure what it is... stress maybe, but I'm tired so much. Jett is teething of course, his second tooth is just coming through. Also I'm in my second week of online school to get my bachelors in business administration. I'm still lookin for a job but it would help if our phones were on but that's money we just don't have. I just wanna go to sleep and wake up and have all this money stuff be a bad dream. I'm glad Jett doesn't have to worry about food or any of that. I still breastfeed some and wic buys formula and babyfood. We applied for foodstamps but now can't get an appt until the 13. And then I don't even know when we would get our actual benefits. It just all seems so unfair, the only money we have is on a Walmart gift card. In NY you were always able to get foodstamps that day if you had a real need... why can't they do that here? Ugh!!! Jett has learned to pull himself up and how to move around real well in his walker so now he's into everything

Don't Fry Day

Don't Fry Day

Friday is my birthday and now its also national don't fry day. So please check out the site and learn more about skin cancer, melanoma, and how to prevent them